I have an old blogger account, but do the changes they are making on there site, I just decided to open up a new one, through a different email account.
I have to say that my birthday was yesterday, and despite, all the crazy things that have happened, from driving around like a mad woman, my husband taking our only car to visit his grandma taking a turn for the worse, and having to have my niece still on my lap so I can get back home with my son. I still had a decent birthday, though I am sorry I was not at the hospital with them, at least my husband could be there. My prayers go out to them, I know that whatever happens, it is Gods hands and good shall come out the bad, it always always has, and always will. I myself have witnessed this first hand time and time again. Though sometimes we have to look for the blessings God has laid out for us they are still there. I am going to post a link to a song that can help anyone that is going through grief.
Here is a link to the live version of song, that is really good, for dealing with grief, it is called blessings by Laura Story.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGmKC34UZ68

May you all be blessed in all that you do and never forget that we are never alone.